Tuesday, August 23, 2005

A little better, thank you.

So, tuesday is over....tuesdays are quite good workdays...not too much to do. And tomorrow i have taken the day off, UIK-Mallbacken...i did not have to...but until monday i thought that i worked afternoons..so i took the day off, but because of reasons of no importance, really, it did not happen. Whatever, a day off is always nice ;) Report on the game will be published tomorrow.

Der Undergang is close! Actually, it will show up on my doorstep tomorrow i hope. I am looking forward to see it, been waiting for a long time. I guess i will see it on friday. But it is so booooooring to watch movies alone..so i do not see as much as i used to do. Loneliness is great? In theory perhaps, but else..? NO WAY! But what can one do?

Yesterday i thought about my friend Lisen, she suddenly disappered...i really miss her even if we were not like eachother at all, quite the opposite..except for our love for Björk. But we got along well anyway, much to our surprise ;) And now she is gone. I still think of her often.
Just like my mother she died, July last year, from cancer..and it still feels unreal not having her around. So much things one takes for granted, that suddenly is not there anymore. I really miss her, rest in peace.

Now i am getting really depressive here, and that aint right. Life is full of good things, one just have got to find them :) Which gives me the opportunity to recommend a book to you all: Benjamin Hoff: Tao of Pooh.
A great introduction the the non-religion of taoism, since taoism is not a religion..it is all..and nothing ;) Check it out, if you have got an open mind!

I guess that was all for now..now it is dinnertime....and no stress at all..just relaxing.

Thank you for you time and interest.

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